are there times when you feel left out?
are there times when you feel that no one cares
don't ask me why
i cannot give you an answer
i just feel it
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went to CX's house after school today to take photos for IDEAs. was stuck at first, coz CX's house is really really really clean and tidy!! haha. then we got the ideas flowing, thanks to US, and his bro. haha. his bro damn funny, but helpful la! ha. had quite lots of fun. was looking at the photos jsut now, and it made me laugh, first time today.
i was on my pc just now, and i found this document eli sent me. its nostalgic. i often ask myself why i am here now, not there. why i'm in sp, and not in tj, where i can still be with them. but i still, cannot give myself an answer. am i that reliant on eyegang? or put it as such, i'm too reliant on those friends lilin, eli, ma, dear, nightmare, loser. i say i must be independent, but whenever things such as today occur,, i cnt help but turn to them yet again. i have hell no idea. darn.
its not a matter of names anymore
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