我以为的

我以为 - 王心凌

以为已对你失去感觉了
以为已对你失去感觉了
以为已忘记我们在一起过
以为想得没错
以为只要雨季别坠落
就可以放心对着你笑了

我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂

以为已错过不能再回头
以为走太久不能再一起走
以为想得没错
以为只要对自己说
我还好
心情就会好一点

我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂

冷静的我
坚强的我
勇敢的我
不是我

我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂

我以为说忘记就忘记
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂


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HELLLLO

after all those crying yesterday, i realised something.

其实人生并非想象中那么痛苦
就把委屈的，不开心的，不满的都哭出来
哭了就好了
若把所有的不开心关在心里，
只会让自己更痛苦。

i say... i shall try to be the strong girl everyone is asking me to be, but at the same time, release my emotions appropriately. *grins

they say... you know who your true friends are when you are in a dire state. i agree, though not totally. LOLs. at least i know my ever-so lovely girl will always be here for me, RIGHT LI LIN!? haha. and there's the ****YONG HE!!! his tags never fail to make me smileeee. haha.. honoured bo, ****yh!! haha. if only that botak guy in field camp now can come online, then maybe i'll be back to my crazy self tml

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back to today.

i skipped chem lecture, 3rd lecture i skipped so far. first was rwp, second was cell bio, chem's the third. i don't really care.i did my script and left for sch. BEST PARTNER didn go for chem too!! 默契la. haha. yupps. cell bio, then microbio. maurice ling had a great time scaring us over the drawing of blood and stuff. bleaghs. then discussed a lil abt rwp, then joined the girls in the library. tried studying cell bio but i gave up. cldn concentrate. ended up reading mags. i seriously think the library is being our hideout/comfort zone man. we just sit anywhere we like, not in the middle of the damn road la and talk and do whatever we want haha. i love the library lehhs. hahaha. and the project rooms, thou now, we're quite lazy to book project rooms. haha.

anws, went for lunch then back to the library, seeeeee, then revised candy for her bmic retest. walked with candy to t11a, then to mrt to help her meet evon to get her wallet back, long story, always happens, went back to school, meet candy.

then the shopping came. shopping with no fruits. i went to aljunied, to paya lebar, to kembangan, to bedok, just to look for pink top to wear tml. but i couldn find any. but i found so many nice clothes!!! must go back before the THIS FASHION SALES end! DEARRRRR!!!!? =x dear is sad.. dont sad dear..

bought kfc back for mummy, dinner, slacked online, and here blogging.
going to sleep.

tml's rwp presentation. good luck to me man. so not prepared.



share with you the convo with Li Lin just now. she's damn cuteeee~


♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:39 PM):
but i'm quite lucky
he didn come to school today
not so bad

Li Lin says (10:40 PM):
yeah, good! supid guy stupid get sick.
my curse worked, ahaha

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:41 PM):
hahahaha
you cursed him!?

Li Lin says (10:42 PM):
yeah i msg you tell you right? out of all the pissing guys who got in my way, he's the one who really pisses me big time
bully my friend? you go die lah. haha

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:42 PM):
HAHAHA.
you very cute lehhs
can i post that up on my blog?

Li Lin says (10:43 PM):
oh sure sure! i will gain some publicity

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:43 PM):
yeaaa

Li Lin says (10:43 PM):
(:
lalalala

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:43 PM):
but i dn if he was sick or what lehhs
haha

Li Lin says (10:44 PM):
does it matter? he didnt appear in ur line of sight!

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:44 PM):
yeaa.
quite true

Li Lin says (10:44 PM):
maybe he is at space now haha

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:44 PM):
space?
in space!?
he flew up!?
impossible
he's not so smart!!
too heavy with all those tummy fats

Li Lin says (10:45 PM):
haha, but i am quite smart, see physics say if we kick a particular person at one point, he will fly far far away to space and never come back!
like woah!
haha

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:45 PM):
REALLY!!!?

Li Lin says (10:46 PM):
yeah, under topic gravitation i think!

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:47 PM):
serious!?
omg.
i dont like gravitation
no wonder i dont know
if not i would have done so longlonglong ago

Li Lin says (10:49 PM):
hahaha, oops, don say i tell you that!

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:50 PM):
hahahaha
whyyy

Li Lin says (10:51 PM):
later ppl start disappering from mother earth i die! haha


haha.
thanks girl! (:

i'll be just fine.
if only i were

NIGHTS WORLD~