where is th love?

can someone tell me why.
why parents are allowed to throw their tantrum at us kids when they're moody.
but yet we, kids aren't allowed to do so..

don't tell me thats because they're our parents.
then it'd be unfair.
but the world's unfair.

somehow i didn choose to be in this situation.
somehow i didn choose to be part of this family.

sometimes i really feel like just doing something stupid.
sometimes i really feel like just giving up on everything and anything.

because i don't feel the love anymore.
no love anymore, mummy & daddy.


what bad endings to a supposedly lovely day.

i only know how to cry. i only know to to scream. i only know i dunno anything else. i only know that i'm stupid. i only know that in my world, there seems to be only incoming stress, no outgoing ones. i only know that one day, i will break into the million and one pieces i am made of. i only know.. only know..

i'm exhausted out and through. inside outside. mentally physically.