i'm supposed to be going for a camp in school

but i'm giving it a miss even though i paid for it.

i dread school now.

the mention of it makes me shiver.

the sight of it makes me want to turn away.

talk about the class.

and i'll shut my ears.

close my eyes.

my heart will start pumping.

my tears will start flowing.

somehow when all these happened,

i didn expect it to be this bad, really.

i guess its all my fault.

i know i havent been blogging properly these few days.

and i doubt that i will in the next few days.

because sch's been the old boring school.

just with the exception that it's become a hide and seek game.

i didn want all this to happen

but it did.

all i want now

is things to be back to normal