you were once my sweetest escapade

he was once my sweetest escapade

yesterday night, i left D a msg and went offline w/o waiting for his reply.
this night, i came online and saw his offline msg.
its his ability, maybe his only, to make me feel cared for. his words, thou grammatically horrible, are great encouragement for me to carry on. its something that not many can do, not even my closest friends, with the exception of nightmare. honestly, i miss speaking to him. those encouragements. i regret deleting those msges. and NO, it ain't the feelings coming back.



he was once the pull factor

one month. one month since everything started going wrong. i used to look forward to going to school because of. now, i dread going too school because of the very same thing. its topsy-turvy, all wrong. 时间真的能改变一切吗？




there was once 4

i sorta blurted out to my parents, about how i hate being left alone at home, this morning. then in the evening, daddy called and asked if i wanted to have dinner with him. mummy asked to know my friiends more. i miss the lil brat. i miss the times when the 4 of us will go out shopping, it was much more fun.




it was only awhile ago

when everything didn seem like it would undergo a change. but what you did today was really hurting friend. i'm sorry



it was only hours ago
when i was at HME trg
when i was mugging alone at Starbucks with Caramel Frap
when i was mugging with HN at BK.




i pray for the nightmare and the cousin to be safe thru NS




turn back the clock