For one last time

HELLLOOOO!! :D

the girls, namely evon and yingshan, said they haven't read my blog for so long..

So i opened it.

to say HELLLOOOO!! ((:


and i'm gone with the wind

When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.

I may not be the best friend on earth.
But I do need a little respect, a little trust, a little everything.

I may not be the nicest friend on earth,
But I don't need to be treated how I'm treated.

I may not be the most open friend on earth,
But I do need to improve, with suggestions.

I may not be your best friend on earth,
But maybe, I'm not even qualified to be your friend.

It makes me wonder,
how fragile friendships can be.
how destructive friendships can be.
how fucked-up friendships can be.

Maybe this is why
I prefer solitude.
I prefer familiarity.
I prefer loneliness.

Time, has come again.
To be alone.

the end is near

Some things are not meant for everyone.
Some words are not meant for your ears.


lets play a disappearing act

take me somewhere we can be alone

[11.54pm]

chui. what a fucking day. screw everyone

Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going. -Jim Ryun

Desmond told me something which made me think and agree. He said: "but its going to be tiring after sometime". So i shall be a good girl and stop being a bitch to people i don't like. heh. try me! :DDD

on another hand, i need someone to enlighten me about the procedures to apply for my abcdefg. i really want to get it!!

on another another hand, i'm surprised at how come people, we call seniors, having gone through a minimum of 12 years of education, cannot tell the difference between an mc and family matters. either they've got no brains, or they're plain death. lalalah. though i think its retribution for my cursing and now i've got the terminator.. BOOOOs.



I'M GOING FOR DRIVING NOWWWWW.


BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE. i don't know why i'm so high. its not arthurliancs

back.. to death zone

Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.
-Earl Nightingale


i love life, but why doesn life love me?

i have no idea what the fuss is about. it is just one miserable day and i have to go through the turmoil of having to see a teacher. i fucking hate to see teachers for things. i may not have been fiercely hardworking and loyal, but at least i am regular and i do whatever i have to do, don't i?
how i wish august '09 will come quick and i'll be freed. screw you cca.


on another note, the lesson later will end the first week of school. honestly, give me a choice and i'd choose to flee back to med tech, to the world of 2B22. Class fun or Interest. i'd choose the latter in this situation. things are just weird when there's only 3 of us instead of 6. no more shan. no more evon. no more lynette. no more buddy. no more seow. no more kiddo. never has lessons felt so grossed out before. no one puts in the effort, so why should i? wrong concept but this world is this selfish. so, hate it all you want, because i hate it too. screwed


all i want is for this sem to end fast. lightning fast.


BYEEE

livejournal is being a bitch. i cannot go to my lovely blogshops so i can get something for clara!!
BOO


i got a very rude shock when i saw the modules i'll be suffering through, starting tml.
i think i'm going to dread school.
BOOOs.

the only consolation is that my sillyeli promised to meet me once a week for dinner on tues/thrus.
pray this sem passes like lightning so sem 2 will come! i'm looking forward to sem 2!! ((:


tata.
going to bathe and go for lunch/dinner with daddy and bro at the airport before duty

Hearts will break - yet brokenly, live on.

HAPPY xx BIRTHDAY NIGHTMARE!! (:
just be happy boppy sheep. hee.


forgive and forget, it shall be.
the world will be better without you though.


because i know that if i love you,
i have to let you go.

-17 again

you go forth and back and forth and back

i'm really tired of all those stupid shit.
you know, if you don't plan to involve yourself constructively, then keep your sarcastic crap shit to yourself please and thank you. i don't need you to say stupid things which is freaking obvious.

sometimes, i just wonder why i'm in this shit. like seriously. i hate this kind of things, but i somehow have to get myself into this kind of shit time and time again.

i'm somehow quite glad school is reopening soon.

and i really love my buddies!

if nothing, everything

sometimes fate really makes fun of you.

why, of all times, that day

because you are my moonlight

11.45pm

pris is a happy girl today. i had millions of fun with the buddies today!! (:
met them at expo, went to find mummy to get her to buy my younghearts and this lovely top. then to subway for pre-dinner and bridge. trained off to tampines 1 (again) for dinner at secret recipe! THANKS SATHISH FOR THE TREAT!! and i swear the cheesecake at secret recipe is the bbomb!! we ordered 2 pieces lo!! hahahha. love eating with them. walked around tampines 1 (again), went to NET(: and the guys got fcuking awesome tees!! walked around and went back to NET(: again, to get a tee for myself THANKS SATHISH AGAIN!! (((: roamed around tampines mall, arcade then home.

I forsee myself hanging around tampines 1 very often because its my sillyeli's territory, i love cheesecake, and someone shuai is there in some shop. HAHAHA.

and really, I LOVE MY BUDDIES!! seow, sathish, cx!! they nv fail to make every outing memorable and happy!! omgosh!! THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE FUNNN!! (((:


now i shall carry my high-ness to tml, flea market with sillyeli, then to mdc!!
WOOOOOOOO~


!!!!!

pris is super excited!!

because its going to rain, and i won't need to go jogging with buddies. hahaha. but i wanna meet them lehhs.

because tml, I WILL BE GGING TO MDC!! to watch CSS3 LIVE! :DDDD woohoo~
thanks evon best partner!! <3>

and i fall head over heels over you again

i'm sort of screwed for the finger prick assessment. couldn't squeeze any blood out of sathish. BOO.

but who cares, i had fun today.
had subway lunch and raced daytona before going for the assessment.
followed by walking around JP and train-bouncing to Joo Koon to pass time.

came home with black bangle, hair clip, lip gloss.
i needa start saving. i still have so many wants. thatcottonontopmaybellinesmudgeproofeyelinerflatsleatherbagclutch
moreandmoreclothes. boohoo. can someone sponsor me?
not to mention the many outings coming up.

thrus: Tampines One with seow and sathish + dinner with makan gang
friday: back to esplanade + probable drinking with alec and co.
sunday: shopping with silly eli
n. tues: K with haoning
n. thrus: 22's day out
i still need to arrange a day to treat dearest dear, coz i have not met her since holidays started and i owe her a treat. and also kimkim's birthday outing.

moneymoneyfallfromthesky.

ok, i officially need more books to occupy me.

BYEBYE

it's surprising how things come and go

i cleaned my room.
i painted my toenails a midnight blue.
i changed my blogskin.

i miss you.
i miss internship.
i miss esplanade.

i want time.
i want heels.
i want that lace dress.
i want waterproof eyeliner.
i want leather bag.
i want shopping.
i want money.
i want internship.
i want a pass for the assessment.


time flies.
2 weeks. not long enough to enjoy to the max.
2 weeks. not short enough to forge new bonds.
2 weeks. just 2 weeks. nice classmates please.


can someone tell me.
if i should carry on and apply for usher at the esplanade?

time to fly~

不说并不代表不介意

HAPPY SWEET 18, EVON!! (:

I swear that having DXO beside my attachment place is super TEMPTING!!!
clubclubclub! but i seriously overspent alr and my afternoon shift doesn fall on sat! arghs.


i need to buy a facial wash that includes makeup remover. because i am so lazy to remove my makeup, so i practically slap facial wash over my whole face and wash it.
ANY ONE WANTS TO SPONSOR!!?

LOLS.
yayness for 2 off-days!! (:
yayness for stupidarthurliandriving tml!! ((:


reminder to myself: bring makeup to attachment!!


BYEEEEEEEES

i should have known better and not set goals so high.
because when i fall, it wouldn hurt as much.

i am not very disappointed, but disappointed.
but life has to move on.
i will, improve along the way.

and gosh, i need stupidarthurlian to talk stupid now.
maybe one day, i'll grow stronger!

thanks hottie (:
thanks desmond =D

好想，好想

work, though tiring, is providing an escape from reality.


did i mention that i really love sathish, seow and cx! they can just make my day ((:
not forgetting dear, and the usual people.

i need somemore time
shopping will do good

regrets are present in the world
especially in my world.

everytime i find a way to convince myself that whatever i am doing is right
everytime things will happen that will make me regret deeply.

and today, the whole bubble i've created, burst.
and today, i am once again, lost
and today, i need once again, direction.

the future, uncertain

my dream world came crushing down.
idk where i should go to from now.
i need someone to give me a direction.


the future, uncertain

mentally tired.
give me a break.

till some day-

BLASTING OFF!! (:

i will definately miss them.

freedom

the smell of freedom,
ever so sweet.

yet the hidden conditions behind it,
spoils everything.


to give it up or not?


#250

the difficulty in picking it up




yes, i know i've been grumbling about the stupid attachment
yes, i know i've been saying that the interview is so last minute
yes, i know i've been saying i've got chalet on that day

BUT

no, i did not say that i won't be going for the interview
no, i did not say that the chalet is all i want to go for
no, i did not say that i want to quarrel to you.

like HELLO, its my f*cking scholarship at stake. as much as i want to let it go, i know i cannot afford to. because the f*cking school fees are f*cking high and i know that no matter what, to hold on to that f*cking scholarship is part of my duty to repay my sins of not studying hard enough in tj. i did not f*cking say anything about not lettting go, neither did i raise my voice, so stop f*cking saying that i don't deserve any concern just because you f*cking think that you are the only f*cking facing stress at work, and that i only know how to use the internet like no f*cking business. and if you think so, then i can f*cking tell you that you f*cking undermine me, because i am no f*cking brainless person, because i know alot of things and there are alot of f*cking things i want to say, but i don't because i know you are alr f*cking stressed. so just leave me alone and stop venting your f*cking anger on me, because i just want to do my own things, so would you please leave me alone and f*cking stop trying to read my mind because you always fail. and i dont really need your pity or reward anymore. because i know now, whatever i am doing, i am doing only for myself and no f*cking other, even you. because now i know, i can only depend on myself.

because the world is a biased place.
and i am not strong enough

dreams gone with the wind.

sometimes, i feel like quitting.
not because i dont like the money
its just not my kind of life
i don't like to be informed of things last minute, which spoils my holidays
i don't like to have to do things because there are conditions attached to them
i just want to be a good, mugging student during the term, and a free person during the holidays.

damn you scholarship.



if i will wait, would you still stand by me

3 MORE DAYS TO END OF PAPER!!

2 MORE DAYS TO STUDY!!

1 MORE PAPER!!

woohooo~ :DDDDD

keep mugging on please, pris.


maybe a sweet escapade would do good aye

march will you come quick

if only i could be as sweet as that sweet.

screwed big time

I NEED A SHOPPING SPREE!!! like super big time!!

those kind where i use my NETs card like nobody's business you know.

f*ck those thoughts where my mom will kill me. f*ck those thoughts about spending my precious savings. JUST GET ME SOMEONE TO GO WITH ME!! arghs. not like online shop browsing is helping much, coz mostly, my nosey mom is peeping and giving stupid comments. wth.

its not that i have the money, or need more clothes. its more of a WANT!! to release those f*cking emotions inside me. those f*cking bottled up emotions which i have not been able to express apart from the f*cking thoughts that i haven't had the mood to study, and i really haven't been studying and i'm so f*cking screwed for those f*cking tests. which will result in no university in the right mind will accept me after i get my diploma, which will be another f*cking failure listed under my name in the family, and no one will trust me to do well anymore because i just f*cking disappoint everyone everytime.

and its not only f*cking academics. there's so much f*cking more inside me, but its so f*cking difficult to express that i cannot be bothered to tell anyone about it. not like everything is so similar to those times back. and its not my f*cking fault that im feeling this way if some f*cking people could be more considerate and all. arghs. sometimes i do wonder why i am so f*cking nice to some people when they don't deserve it. i just feel that i am a f*cking fake person. maybe i should be a mean person and stop showing concern, and being nice to those f*cking people, because i am damn tired of being nice.

am so f*cking irritated such that i havent been going anywhere except school for the past week. i dont even go to the lib to study coz the only person to suffer is sucker coz i will just f*cking blow up at him, not like he deserves it. damnit.

WHAT A F*CKING WORLD!

F*CK YOU PRIS!!

ok bye

IM DEPRESSED.

#1 ididnstudyforthewholeweekendsandstsarecomingliketuesday
andimsodeadcozimsonotpreparedforit
andididnevendowellforchemca2.
godblessme.

#2 thoseuniadmissionscoresaresofreakinghigh
anditfeelslikeihavenilchanceofgettingintoanysporeuni
anditslikeoverseasuniaredamnbloodyexpensiveanditsnotlikeihavethemoolah.

#3 ithinkmydreamtogetintoamedicalschoolisgonelikethewind.

#4 ithinkiamatotalfailureinlife.
ifailinbeingasmartconscientiousstudent.
ifailinbeingafilialdaughter.
ifailinbeingagoodsister.
ifailinbeingagoodfriend.

#5 mywholelifeisdepressing
cozicannotevenachievesomethingihavewaitedforayearplustodo.


i shall now go look into the mirror and reflect on what i failure i have been. if only someone will give me a slap and ask me to wake up if not i'll never ever succeed in life, and i'll be deemed as the failure of the whole HO family.

and oh, i hate how you are biased and a great liar and all. i dont know why in the first place i could be so nice and close. how fake can i be?


your personal nick is really really nice. if only you knew what im referring to

enjoy~

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

~ a kiss for all you singletons out there!!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Pris
2. Girl
3. 嘉玲

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. PRIS
2. JIALING
3. liing'x

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. my right eye
2. my left eye
3. my fingernails

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. fats everywhere
2. hair everywhere
3. pimples everywhere

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Chinese
2. I own the Hainanese Chicken Rice Kingdoms. lol
3. the squatting toilets at home

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. insects
2. the sound of metal on metal
3. death

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. handphone
2. sleep
3. clothes

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW
1. 2d class tee
2. Fbts
3. Specs

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW)
1. 甜蜜约定- 183club
2. 深呼吸 - 宇恒
3. 缺席 - 黄靖伦

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. i love someone from my past and present
2. i used to have hair till my butt
3. i wish i could be a lesbian

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. HIS smile
2. HIS height
3. the way he walks


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. sleep
2. shopping
3. wandering online

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. MAHJONG!
2. shop like mad, i wldn mind thailand with eli
3. convince myself to study

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED
1. cardiologist
2. musician
3. nurse

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Japan
2. Paris
3. Taiwan

THREE NAMES YOU LIKE
1. Zavier
2. Yvonne
3. Desmond

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Be rich
2. Pray that no one will cry for me
3. Grow old

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. I shop
2. I love dresses
3. I cry easilt

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. Sit worse like a man
2. Spew vulgarities
3. I prefer hanging out with guys

THREE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
1. Li Lin
2. Kimberly
3. Changling!

如果是就好了

thank goodness for THIS.
my TWT GEMs CA2 topic is finally approved.

off for CRS CA3 before i get back and finish the !^#%#%&* essay.



就抱着你，绝不放手
让幸福只为你停留
你是我的天使，我的唯一
我的绝无仅有

HAPPY 16TH TO MY 'LIL BRAT!! ((((:
take very good care of your black abangs! ((:

*******************************************

everything needs a pushing force.
and because you are my pushing force
and you asked me to do
i will to my best ability(:

C is for COOKIE

i ♥ my cookie monster keychain! ((: bigbig thanks to gugu! :D


went for 元宵 dinner just now.
and my cousins are still major camwhorers. hahaha.

i didn know that i could miss my eldest cousin so much

# that apart, i seriously think i am a crybaby and whatsoever. cried and realised i cried for nothing. and in the first place, i shouldn have cried. LOLS.

# there's A&P. biophysics test on monday and i have done nothing. GG. yayyayyay.


till then,
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

imma pH 1

i feel like scalding and hurting people with super acidic words now.
because i cannot understand how some people just harp over past things, and not think about how much shit those stupid words can bring.
DAMN YOU PEOPLE!!


mahjong later.
tyvm

i think i'll cry the whole night to sleep.
tyvm

feeling as if i'm drowning in the huge amount of things to mug.
and randomly,
i am fuckingsuper missing Looi Siew Yuen, Elizabeth Chew, Peh Li Lin and Mah Haoning.



shitass.
and the worst thing is i'm not going to meet them till march.
damn the Sem Tests!! :((
everyday its school (lessons) -> library (mug) -> home (rest, mug).
and even now, i am beginning to skip lessons coz lessons feel meaningless alr.
arghs. i wasn even so mugger-ish back in jc.
damn the tests!! :(((




howhowhow?
告诉自己一个人多好
arghs




its 9:53PM now.
and i decided that i cannot concentrate any longer.
stupid random unknown things running in my head.
i'm gging to bed.
dumb

die man. my hands are still itching for mahjong after playing at laoshi's hse. arghs.

ANYONE GAME FOR A GAME on VALENTINES' DAY!? with me and eli!? hahaha. we loves are gonna spread the love! LOLS.


i seriously need to start mugging,


till then,

YUEN & ELI, PRIS LOVES YOU MANY!! :D *cheers*

gossip girl 2

别再为他流泪 - 梁静如

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了 心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉


每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓


就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后管他是谁


for the special girl again.
我知道你一定会坚强
开心哦！！ (:

gossip girl

为了一个人而伤心
为了一个人而哭泣
是否问过自己是不是想太多
是否问过自己是不是值得的


一切想清楚了
一切相通了
就要再开心的
就要再幸福的
做回最真实的你
因为最真实的你
才是最迷人的
才是我们认识的你


记得，
要开心
要快乐
要幸福
要笑！！


因为我们一直在你身边
为了爱撑到最后！


specially for my gossip girl(:

if i had the day my way

i dreamt that i had a bigbig bouquet of colourful roses, a bigbig box of guylian chocolates, a bigbig bunch of cookie monster and heart-shaped ballons, and fireworks.

FOR VALENTINES DAY.

if only it'll happen.

i just want one stalk of light pink rose and a cookie monster balloon. hahaha.

all i know is that i'm meeting my love for that day((:

ooh, i bought my first online purchase with approval from mummy.

wellwellwell,

i'm gging to bai nian at gao laoshi's hse tml!

and driving.

BYEEE

this is love blogging for love.

love can't wait to see love on sunday and we can all sing sing sing and laugh laugh laugh. love can still remember last year's cny when we went to gao laoshi house, we ate this yummy chicken and ice kachang thing (: will love bring love there again? love loves love<3 omgg is so lovey dovey haha. love is blogging rubbish cos loves are rubbish too. heh.

happy CNY!

新年快乐！！

loads of love from
pris
in the toilet!

xoxo=D

heyyohey

PASSED!

next up would be FTT on 28/2.

THANKS DEAR FOR THE DAY!! ((((((: pretty manicure and pedicure

CONGRATS CHANGLING!!

looking forward to next driving lesson.

not looking forward to cny.

xoxo =D

blabberdy

AHHHHH.
BTT TML!!
say with me: PRIS WILL PASS!! ((((:

idk why the shit i am feeling so scared. must be all the pressure mummy and bro has been giving me.
BUT
i'm looking forward to after that. shopping with mummy for my everlast pumps, then meeting dear on saturday, dinner with 2D on saturday, CNY with new clothes, then 22's wear-cny-clothes day!!

and i do love hanging out with SMs and the east-side guys muchos. LOLs
did i mention i ponned GEMs to go shopping with evon, shan & lyn yest, and ended up buying yet another pair of black shorts. but its so comfy, sat i want to get the white one if possible! hahaha.
and me and shan shopped tampines with seow!! say what!? guys can be good shopping companions.

MARKETING WITH MUMMY TML!!

woohoo~

the old days gone

i was randomly looking through my phone folders and found the video of fdc '07.
my first feeling after looking at it after so long still pride. and then came the nostalgia that made me want to cry.

i really miss days training under the sun. i really miss the discipline. i really miss the times we slack in the rc room. i really miss the time we laugh and scold the juniors. i really miss the time we play, study, cry, do report together. i really miss the time we went through sour, sweet, bitter, spicy times (酸甜苦辣）together.

i miss the juniors. i miss the teachers (including mr tan). i miss the laughters we share with them all. i miss the tough times we went through as a unit. i miss the disciplined them.

to think of it, after passing out from the unit for so long, i still long to go back. familiarise once again with the juniors, praise them, teach them, be proud of them. but how often can i go? even if i go, will i be welcomed? afterall, we'll old people to them, we're not valuable. why must this even happen. why must us, seniors be condemned? just because we dont return regularly? just because we seem to be of no more use? idk. sometimes i really feel like giving up, telling myself that its no longer my problem, but everytime i think of the hard times my small squad went through to bring the unit up, it hurts to feel invaluable now. =x

i finally understand why yt & cy told me not to get too attached.

i finally understand alot.

because we're not valuable to the unit anymore.

its time to say goodbye to juniors, to fdc trgs, to everything that used to be tkrcy. its a foreign land now.

BUT, my squad, 0306, will always be bonded.

more outings plsss. <3

time to get my work down.

BYESSSS

xoxo =D

i'm so pro i can cause a jam

i think i am a super retard.
super slow human reaction and message-processing.

first driving lesson today, and i think the instructor was sian-ed with me.
coz i don't understand the meaning of don't step the brake too hard and slowly and gradually step/release the accelerator/clutch pedal and watch the line.
i think he was like wanting to fall asleep but cannot coz he's jeopardising his own life. hahaha.

DON'T LAUGH AT ME OK!!
next time your first driving lesson like that also then i'll laugh. hahaha.
i shall aim to improve my skills lor.
april pass lehhs~


*update*
my brother will be darn proud of me man.
i was napping when the !#&%$ neighbours came home, as usual noisy.
i woke up, closed my eyes, walked to the door, opened my eyes and stared at the poor one who was looking into MY HOUSE, slammed the door in their face and cursed them.
NBJB KNN.



GOD BLESS.
i'm onto eclipse!


xoxo =D

look out for a kiddo

i am still a child at heart and me loves playgrounds.

i think the traffic police shouldn't let me drive on the roads lor.
i'm super prone to traffic violence. LOLS
i flashed my middle finger at this driver who horned at my dad.
HAHA. rawrs.


man. tml got driving. not looking forward to it ok.
but i still want to drivvvveeeee. =D

oh and my graffiti tank i ordered online longlong ago came today!!
THANK YOU ZHIYU!!!
you'll get a present from me too ya!


I WANT TO WATCH GREY'S ANATOMY!!!?
but im super lazy to dl from online lehhs.
ANYONE HAS THE DVD!?

am still waiting for after cny.
=D and i want ladies night with yueennnnnny and eeeeeeeeli.


只要告诉自己i believe
一定会有结果
xoxo =D

am so waiting for after cny please.
thank you.

can someone tell me where to find confidence?


你的眼神，充满魅力，带走我的心跳
xoxo =D

i am looking for the girl in the photo with me.

i need her to go shopping with me so i can buy more nicenice clothes.

i need to tell her manymany things.

i miss her laaaaa.

亲爱的，你在哪里？

on another note,

i skipped school today, because:

1. i forgot that there's biophysics tutorial and didn feel like gging coz i still havent printed my notes

2. my nose was running, but my eyes were super dry

3. i didn feel like seeing the crybaby

4. i wanted to drink bbt right at that moment

5. i wanted to read twilight 2- new moon

LOLS.

i ended up reading, then sleeping, then meeting Li Lin, Kim, Hay at bugis for some shopping and catching up.

so i spent again, bought the tees for me and love, smiley necklace and a white tube for the kimono.

nehneh. i used my atm card for the first time. i'm a nooby, and i feel guilty for spending so much.

but i still want to shop with my 亲爱的. she knows me besttt.

oh and,

头没那么大，就别戴那么大的帽子
too bad that the more you do, the more you err.

so STOP.

i miss my xoxo =D

alrights. i shouldn pon school tml, so i should go and sleep

and i've got duty tml.

NIGHTS ALL

mee ish bery young lehhs. budd me realli bery long neber hear peopole shay dhis oledi.

mee wan tuu cormprain tuu cheecher mee fliends booli meee.
mee fliends
boolii meee, deyy dun let moii orhorh, deyy don wan tork tuu meee. mee shick
worhhs, deyy don let moii rweest lorhhs.
deyy boolii mee, make moii kry. mee
wan tuu cormprain tuu cheecher. :(

aiyooos, de meimei sho saddd ahh. mee shay shorryshorry tuu the meimei laa. me bad neber let her orhorh wen shee tirredd and me ish even moree tiredd dan her, me bad me neber tork tuu herr, mee scarred hearring got porbrem kannot lhisten tuu herr. me badd dunno shee shick lehhs, me shorry la meimei. meimei dunch kryyy larhhs.


WTF!! i had a difficult typing like a stupid childish girl lor.
WTF!! angry la. here i go.


am i supposed to you that you're coughing for 9-10 days!? wa, you cough the whole world know issit. even if you cough the whole world know, am i supposed to count the days you've been coughing. sorry lehhs, i'm not so bo liao to count lor. i got better things to do like what im doing now!!
and omg, i didn know rest would include coming online and telling the whole world you are sick lehhs, and complain so much.
and in my years in rc, i've nv heard that INSUFFICIENT REST CAUSES ASTHMA lehhs. checks online also dont show this lor.. or are you allergic to your own cough huh? wtf. and even if you get an asthma attack, no worries la plssss, i will call 995 for you ok, and pass you a paper bag la.
and for god's sake, you lack rest isn my problem ok. you dont know how to plan your own time and lack rest time, its not my bloody problem ok. and how many maybe's will come true huh!? and plsss, you'll get giddy when you stand up and down, then DON'T la. why on earth would you need to do that ok!!

and damn you ok. NO ONE SAID YOU CANNOT REST! YOU AT LEAST FINISH YOUR WORK PROPERLY. GET THE GIST damn, ITS PROPERLY. NOT INCOHERENT, GRAMMATICALLY SUPER INCORRECT SENTENCES WHICH MAKE NO SENSE AT ALL. YOU CALL YOURSELF AN O LEVEL GRAD, MAYBE YOU NEED TO GO BACK TO SEC SCH, oh no, MAYBE PRI SCH!! AND YOU RUSH!? THEN WHY DIDN YOU DO IT EARLIER!? USE MEDICATION AS AN EXCUSE. SO WHAT!? SIDE EFFECTS OF MEDICATION TAKES TIME TO TAKE EFFECT, SO WHAT, THE MEDICINE MAKE YOUR BRAIN FUNCTION LESS PROPERLY IS IT!?

RIGHT TO FIGHT FOR YOUR REST TIME!? THEN WHAT ABOUT OUR REST TIME!? YOU SICK AND NEED REST! THEN WE NEED TO HELP PICK YOUR SHIT AND DONT NEED REST LA!! USE UR SMELLY PEA BRAIN LA. YOU DONT TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OUR FAULT IS IT!? YOU SICK OUR FAULT IS IT!? YOU DO STUPID SHIT WORK ALSO OUR FAULT!?

OH, MAYBE YOU DONT HAVE A BRAIN AND YOU USE YOUR BUTT TO THINK. SO USE YOUR BUTT TO THINK BEFORE YOU WRITE ANYTHING OK! DONT WRITE AND TALK STUPID THINGS, BECAUSE YOU ARE MESSING WITH THE WRONG PEOPLE!!!

OH AND PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO ACT POOR THING AND CRY AND WANT TO COMPLAIN TO TEACHER. BECAUSE THAT IS SO PRIMARY SCHOOL, maybe even kindergarden, AND IT ONLY SHOWS THAT YOU ARE WEAK!! UNDERSTAND!? WEAK CHILDISH ASS.


woah. you think only you can type in caps huh. you are the only one who can complain is it!?
LOSER


woohooooo, whywhy, sometimes childish ppl makes me (:
and oh, im so pleased i refrained from using vulgarities man.

for today and tml, i wish that the day will have more than 24 hrs.
i need loads of time for me to complete the freaking projects. to hell with projects man.


anws, GOOD LUCK to lammie weifang, booooo qingxia, and all my beloved juniors who're taking their O lvl results tml!!
seems like yesterday that i took mine. the swensons lunch with makan, the bus 16 ride, the butt-hurting wait in the hall, the shock, the smiles, the calls. everything seems so near yet far.

I'M OLDDDDD~


NIGHTS ALL

yeah, i am superman

all motivations welcomed. presents, money, kisses. LOLS

i'm just super happy about the full marks!! muahaha. for once, i feel like i didn let mrs chee and miss li down. woohoo. parents are quite satisfied and daddy says i can get something, i want a new phone pretty please? nehneh.


me met with my rubbish love today for SHOPPING!! *hohoho and we treated ourselves to sakae buffet.
bought white shorts, like finally, and black shorts. hahaha. i'm more or less done for CNY. just need more stuff to wear to school, like those pretty teeshirts haha. and the cutteeee smiley face necklace at DIVA. i'm broke but maybe i'll get those tees and the necklace on sunday after i meet the guys for CRS.

BYEEEEES

pris is a happy girl today.

easy pracs, tuna pufff, yam bao, porno discussions with 3 guys, ajisen with candy & shan, shopping, crapping, talks about random stuff.
its enough to make the day really pleasant!! (((:

and it feels real good to be able to talk about him freely


duty tml.
NIGHTS

i swear im gging to kill my dad when he comes home later.
he finished the chocs that eli gave me for x'mas. fat ass damnit.


i hate my haircut again. f*** everything la

i think i am a miser.
only dear can make me part with my moolahh.
so i need dear to pei me go shopping de.
dear, i want more shopping. lalalah

i want to read the whole series of twilight.
but i don't have the books.
but i dont have the time to read.
mummy wants me to studystudystudy, both school stuff, and driving.
mugmugmugmugmug


BYEEEES.