back.. to death zone

Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.
-Earl Nightingale


i love life, but why doesn life love me?

i have no idea what the fuss is about. it is just one miserable day and i have to go through the turmoil of having to see a teacher. i fucking hate to see teachers for things. i may not have been fiercely hardworking and loyal, but at least i am regular and i do whatever i have to do, don't i?
how i wish august '09 will come quick and i'll be freed. screw you cca.


on another note, the lesson later will end the first week of school. honestly, give me a choice and i'd choose to flee back to med tech, to the world of 2B22. Class fun or Interest. i'd choose the latter in this situation. things are just weird when there's only 3 of us instead of 6. no more shan. no more evon. no more lynette. no more buddy. no more seow. no more kiddo. never has lessons felt so grossed out before. no one puts in the effort, so why should i? wrong concept but this world is this selfish. so, hate it all you want, because i hate it too. screwed


all i want is for this sem to end fast. lightning fast.


BYEEE