IM DEPRESSED.

#1 ididnstudyforthewholeweekendsandstsarecomingliketuesday
andimsodeadcozimsonotpreparedforit
andididnevendowellforchemca2.
godblessme.

#2 thoseuniadmissionscoresaresofreakinghigh
anditfeelslikeihavenilchanceofgettingintoanysporeuni
anditslikeoverseasuniaredamnbloodyexpensiveanditsnotlikeihavethemoolah.

#3 ithinkmydreamtogetintoamedicalschoolisgonelikethewind.

#4 ithinkiamatotalfailureinlife.
ifailinbeingasmartconscientiousstudent.
ifailinbeingafilialdaughter.
ifailinbeingagoodsister.
ifailinbeingagoodfriend.

#5 mywholelifeisdepressing
cozicannotevenachievesomethingihavewaitedforayearplustodo.


i shall now go look into the mirror and reflect on what i failure i have been. if only someone will give me a slap and ask me to wake up if not i'll never ever succeed in life, and i'll be deemed as the failure of the whole HO family.

and oh, i hate how you are biased and a great liar and all. i dont know why in the first place i could be so nice and close. how fake can i be?


your personal nick is really really nice. if only you knew what im referring to

enjoy~