give me more

i suddenly feel like doing more mugging.
at least there's the sucker to keep me away from those thoughts. at least he's nicer than you and you and you.

i'm feeling disappointed.
i'm feeling fucked up.
i'm feeling everything i shouldn be feeling, post-exam.
i'm feeling like a big fat fucking loser, big time


i wish i could stop getting disappointed at plans not being carried out. its always going to happen, when the subject is them. like it ALWAYS happens. so, DONT make plans if you're fucking not going to keep to it. because there is NO POINT in making them in the first place. waste of time. learn how to prioritise. learn how to keep promises. not fucking chuck them aside. i hate it when things planned never get carried out, and you fucking inform last minute. arghs. fuck off la. give me a break. no use being so on anymore. its never going to be of use.


even the website doesn let me dl my songs.

fucking day.


so sorry if you feel insulted. really. i just feel so irritated by the repeated happening.