Friday, August 22, 2008

6 more days

What Priscilla Ho Means
You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.



somehow, although i didn want to run in the rain this morning, it felt real good.

after STs, when it rains, i'm going to walk in the rain. i love the way i can cry in the rain w/o other people knowing.
after STs, when someone is free, i'm going to drag the someone to accompany me to pierce my ears. i love the way the pain comes, because it'll feel like the pain inside isn't lonely.
after STs, when i can find someone, i'm going with the someone to the beach and scream. i love the way i can scream everything out because my heart wouldn feel so cooped.
after STs, when i can muster the courage, i am going to talk to you. i love the way i can continue to talk to you, because now, it sucks.


after STs, i'll think of more in 6 days time.
for now, i have no idea but the old issue is back, and i cnt help but think, and think and think again. i guess i was never, and will never be. maybe if you didn make me feel so last time, i wouldn be feeling so bad now.


i should just go study. darn.
and thanks to you, who always bother to reply my msg, no matter how late. thanks to you.



studystudystudystudy. studying with someone is damn funny la! at least i dont feel lonely. LOLS.
i am fat.

[UPDATE @11.30pm]

ahhh crap. i was reading that name thing in detail and the first thing that came to my mind was, what the fuck is this thing talking about. its all bullshit. i mean serious. tell me which part is true, ok, maybe a teeny weeny part.

i wanted to sleep just now, but just as i wanted to click the shut down button, i saw someone coming online, and it just spoiled my mood and now i dont want to sleep, although i've been saying i want to sleep since 11pm or so.

anws, i went to make my airport pass today. and i look totally FUGLY!! bloody hell ok. i look fucking fat and retarded in the photo. fugly pris. and it became worse coz i ran in the rain. wtf. i have to keep that pass for 1 yr. bloody hell. i so cnt wait to return it after 1 yr, coz it means my duties are over too! LOLS.

someone asked me not to be so vulgar. i'll try.
i am vulgar when i am pissed.
i am vulgar when i'm high
i am vulgar when i'm bloody emo like now.
aiya, i'm just vulgar la. only when there's someone constantly there to nag and stop me from being vulgar will i not be vulgar. since someone no longer cares and someone is no longer always here, i cannot hold my vulgarity back. but wth, its just fucks and milder words, i havent used the explosives. LOLS.
come to think of it, me being vulgar is more because of my temper. there's a reason why i USED to be called chillipadi. but i didn grow up in a vulgar environment. conversely, i grew up in a prim and proper environment. kns.

i forgot to msg someone just now. i wonder if the someone has booked out. rawrs. msg me and roar at me when you see this. so i can rawr back at you. it'll make me feel ahppy. LOLS

what a whole lot of bullshit. no one will read it la. gth.

anws, the many someones in this post may refer to different people. go figure.

i'll try to slp.

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