if i had the day my way

i dreamt that i had a bigbig bouquet of colourful roses, a bigbig box of guylian chocolates, a bigbig bunch of cookie monster and heart-shaped ballons, and fireworks.

FOR VALENTINES DAY.

if only it'll happen.

i just want one stalk of light pink rose and a cookie monster balloon. hahaha.

all i know is that i'm meeting my love for that day((:

ooh, i bought my first online purchase with approval from mummy.

wellwellwell,

i'm gging to bai nian at gao laoshi's hse tml!

and driving.

BYEEE

this is love blogging for love.

love can't wait to see love on sunday and we can all sing sing sing and laugh laugh laugh. love can still remember last year's cny when we went to gao laoshi house, we ate this yummy chicken and ice kachang thing (: will love bring love there again? love loves love<3 omgg is so lovey dovey haha. love is blogging rubbish cos loves are rubbish too. heh.

happy CNY!

新年快乐！！

loads of love from
pris
in the toilet!

xoxo=D

heyyohey

PASSED!

next up would be FTT on 28/2.

THANKS DEAR FOR THE DAY!! ((((((: pretty manicure and pedicure

CONGRATS CHANGLING!!

looking forward to next driving lesson.

not looking forward to cny.

xoxo =D

blabberdy

AHHHHH.
BTT TML!!
say with me: PRIS WILL PASS!! ((((:

idk why the shit i am feeling so scared. must be all the pressure mummy and bro has been giving me.
BUT
i'm looking forward to after that. shopping with mummy for my everlast pumps, then meeting dear on saturday, dinner with 2D on saturday, CNY with new clothes, then 22's wear-cny-clothes day!!

and i do love hanging out with SMs and the east-side guys muchos. LOLs
did i mention i ponned GEMs to go shopping with evon, shan & lyn yest, and ended up buying yet another pair of black shorts. but its so comfy, sat i want to get the white one if possible! hahaha.
and me and shan shopped tampines with seow!! say what!? guys can be good shopping companions.

MARKETING WITH MUMMY TML!!

woohoo~

the old days gone

i was randomly looking through my phone folders and found the video of fdc '07.
my first feeling after looking at it after so long still pride. and then came the nostalgia that made me want to cry.

i really miss days training under the sun. i really miss the discipline. i really miss the times we slack in the rc room. i really miss the time we laugh and scold the juniors. i really miss the time we play, study, cry, do report together. i really miss the time we went through sour, sweet, bitter, spicy times (酸甜苦辣）together.

i miss the juniors. i miss the teachers (including mr tan). i miss the laughters we share with them all. i miss the tough times we went through as a unit. i miss the disciplined them.

to think of it, after passing out from the unit for so long, i still long to go back. familiarise once again with the juniors, praise them, teach them, be proud of them. but how often can i go? even if i go, will i be welcomed? afterall, we'll old people to them, we're not valuable. why must this even happen. why must us, seniors be condemned? just because we dont return regularly? just because we seem to be of no more use? idk. sometimes i really feel like giving up, telling myself that its no longer my problem, but everytime i think of the hard times my small squad went through to bring the unit up, it hurts to feel invaluable now. =x

i finally understand why yt & cy told me not to get too attached.

i finally understand alot.

because we're not valuable to the unit anymore.

its time to say goodbye to juniors, to fdc trgs, to everything that used to be tkrcy. its a foreign land now.

BUT, my squad, 0306, will always be bonded.

more outings plsss. <3

time to get my work down.

BYESSSS

xoxo =D

i'm so pro i can cause a jam

i think i am a super retard.
super slow human reaction and message-processing.

first driving lesson today, and i think the instructor was sian-ed with me.
coz i don't understand the meaning of don't step the brake too hard and slowly and gradually step/release the accelerator/clutch pedal and watch the line.
i think he was like wanting to fall asleep but cannot coz he's jeopardising his own life. hahaha.

DON'T LAUGH AT ME OK!!
next time your first driving lesson like that also then i'll laugh. hahaha.
i shall aim to improve my skills lor.
april pass lehhs~


*update*
my brother will be darn proud of me man.
i was napping when the !#&%$ neighbours came home, as usual noisy.
i woke up, closed my eyes, walked to the door, opened my eyes and stared at the poor one who was looking into MY HOUSE, slammed the door in their face and cursed them.
NBJB KNN.



GOD BLESS.
i'm onto eclipse!


xoxo =D

look out for a kiddo

i am still a child at heart and me loves playgrounds.

i think the traffic police shouldn't let me drive on the roads lor.
i'm super prone to traffic violence. LOLS
i flashed my middle finger at this driver who horned at my dad.
HAHA. rawrs.


man. tml got driving. not looking forward to it ok.
but i still want to drivvvveeeee. =D

oh and my graffiti tank i ordered online longlong ago came today!!
THANK YOU ZHIYU!!!
you'll get a present from me too ya!


I WANT TO WATCH GREY'S ANATOMY!!!?
but im super lazy to dl from online lehhs.
ANYONE HAS THE DVD!?

am still waiting for after cny.
=D and i want ladies night with yueennnnnny and eeeeeeeeli.


只要告诉自己i believe
一定会有结果
xoxo =D

am so waiting for after cny please.
thank you.

can someone tell me where to find confidence?


你的眼神，充满魅力，带走我的心跳
xoxo =D

i am looking for the girl in the photo with me.

i need her to go shopping with me so i can buy more nicenice clothes.

i need to tell her manymany things.

i miss her laaaaa.

亲爱的，你在哪里？

on another note,

i skipped school today, because:

1. i forgot that there's biophysics tutorial and didn feel like gging coz i still havent printed my notes

2. my nose was running, but my eyes were super dry

3. i didn feel like seeing the crybaby

4. i wanted to drink bbt right at that moment

5. i wanted to read twilight 2- new moon

LOLS.

i ended up reading, then sleeping, then meeting Li Lin, Kim, Hay at bugis for some shopping and catching up.

so i spent again, bought the tees for me and love, smiley necklace and a white tube for the kimono.

nehneh. i used my atm card for the first time. i'm a nooby, and i feel guilty for spending so much.

but i still want to shop with my 亲爱的. she knows me besttt.

oh and,

头没那么大，就别戴那么大的帽子
too bad that the more you do, the more you err.

so STOP.

i miss my xoxo =D

alrights. i shouldn pon school tml, so i should go and sleep

and i've got duty tml.

NIGHTS ALL

mee ish bery young lehhs. budd me realli bery long neber hear peopole shay dhis oledi.

mee wan tuu cormprain tuu cheecher mee fliends booli meee.
mee fliends
boolii meee, deyy dun let moii orhorh, deyy don wan tork tuu meee. mee shick
worhhs, deyy don let moii rweest lorhhs.
deyy boolii mee, make moii kry. mee
wan tuu cormprain tuu cheecher. :(

aiyooos, de meimei sho saddd ahh. mee shay shorryshorry tuu the meimei laa. me bad neber let her orhorh wen shee tirredd and me ish even moree tiredd dan her, me bad me neber tork tuu herr, mee scarred hearring got porbrem kannot lhisten tuu herr. me badd dunno shee shick lehhs, me shorry la meimei. meimei dunch kryyy larhhs.


WTF!! i had a difficult typing like a stupid childish girl lor.
WTF!! angry la. here i go.


am i supposed to you that you're coughing for 9-10 days!? wa, you cough the whole world know issit. even if you cough the whole world know, am i supposed to count the days you've been coughing. sorry lehhs, i'm not so bo liao to count lor. i got better things to do like what im doing now!!
and omg, i didn know rest would include coming online and telling the whole world you are sick lehhs, and complain so much.
and in my years in rc, i've nv heard that INSUFFICIENT REST CAUSES ASTHMA lehhs. checks online also dont show this lor.. or are you allergic to your own cough huh? wtf. and even if you get an asthma attack, no worries la plssss, i will call 995 for you ok, and pass you a paper bag la.
and for god's sake, you lack rest isn my problem ok. you dont know how to plan your own time and lack rest time, its not my bloody problem ok. and how many maybe's will come true huh!? and plsss, you'll get giddy when you stand up and down, then DON'T la. why on earth would you need to do that ok!!

and damn you ok. NO ONE SAID YOU CANNOT REST! YOU AT LEAST FINISH YOUR WORK PROPERLY. GET THE GIST damn, ITS PROPERLY. NOT INCOHERENT, GRAMMATICALLY SUPER INCORRECT SENTENCES WHICH MAKE NO SENSE AT ALL. YOU CALL YOURSELF AN O LEVEL GRAD, MAYBE YOU NEED TO GO BACK TO SEC SCH, oh no, MAYBE PRI SCH!! AND YOU RUSH!? THEN WHY DIDN YOU DO IT EARLIER!? USE MEDICATION AS AN EXCUSE. SO WHAT!? SIDE EFFECTS OF MEDICATION TAKES TIME TO TAKE EFFECT, SO WHAT, THE MEDICINE MAKE YOUR BRAIN FUNCTION LESS PROPERLY IS IT!?

RIGHT TO FIGHT FOR YOUR REST TIME!? THEN WHAT ABOUT OUR REST TIME!? YOU SICK AND NEED REST! THEN WE NEED TO HELP PICK YOUR SHIT AND DONT NEED REST LA!! USE UR SMELLY PEA BRAIN LA. YOU DONT TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OUR FAULT IS IT!? YOU SICK OUR FAULT IS IT!? YOU DO STUPID SHIT WORK ALSO OUR FAULT!?

OH, MAYBE YOU DONT HAVE A BRAIN AND YOU USE YOUR BUTT TO THINK. SO USE YOUR BUTT TO THINK BEFORE YOU WRITE ANYTHING OK! DONT WRITE AND TALK STUPID THINGS, BECAUSE YOU ARE MESSING WITH THE WRONG PEOPLE!!!

OH AND PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO ACT POOR THING AND CRY AND WANT TO COMPLAIN TO TEACHER. BECAUSE THAT IS SO PRIMARY SCHOOL, maybe even kindergarden, AND IT ONLY SHOWS THAT YOU ARE WEAK!! UNDERSTAND!? WEAK CHILDISH ASS.


woah. you think only you can type in caps huh. you are the only one who can complain is it!?
LOSER


woohooooo, whywhy, sometimes childish ppl makes me (:
and oh, im so pleased i refrained from using vulgarities man.

for today and tml, i wish that the day will have more than 24 hrs.
i need loads of time for me to complete the freaking projects. to hell with projects man.


anws, GOOD LUCK to lammie weifang, booooo qingxia, and all my beloved juniors who're taking their O lvl results tml!!
seems like yesterday that i took mine. the swensons lunch with makan, the bus 16 ride, the butt-hurting wait in the hall, the shock, the smiles, the calls. everything seems so near yet far.

I'M OLDDDDD~


NIGHTS ALL

yeah, i am superman

all motivations welcomed. presents, money, kisses. LOLS

i'm just super happy about the full marks!! muahaha. for once, i feel like i didn let mrs chee and miss li down. woohoo. parents are quite satisfied and daddy says i can get something, i want a new phone pretty please? nehneh.


me met with my rubbish love today for SHOPPING!! *hohoho and we treated ourselves to sakae buffet.
bought white shorts, like finally, and black shorts. hahaha. i'm more or less done for CNY. just need more stuff to wear to school, like those pretty teeshirts haha. and the cutteeee smiley face necklace at DIVA. i'm broke but maybe i'll get those tees and the necklace on sunday after i meet the guys for CRS.

BYEEEEES

pris is a happy girl today.

easy pracs, tuna pufff, yam bao, porno discussions with 3 guys, ajisen with candy & shan, shopping, crapping, talks about random stuff.
its enough to make the day really pleasant!! (((:

and it feels real good to be able to talk about him freely


duty tml.
NIGHTS

i swear im gging to kill my dad when he comes home later.
he finished the chocs that eli gave me for x'mas. fat ass damnit.


i hate my haircut again. f*** everything la

i think i am a miser.
only dear can make me part with my moolahh.
so i need dear to pei me go shopping de.
dear, i want more shopping. lalalah

i want to read the whole series of twilight.
but i don't have the books.
but i dont have the time to read.
mummy wants me to studystudystudy, both school stuff, and driving.
mugmugmugmugmug


BYEEEES.