nigh time

strength through adversity

lots of thoughts going through my head.
going through so much ever since, has made me very worn out. sometimes i just feel like cooping myself at home, lesser interpersonal interaction would mean i need not to care and bother so much about things.
but yet, cooping myself would mean repeated thinking of those same old things.


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had a great afternoon laughing with eyegang today. there're like bigbig loves!! (:
bought my lip butter. *heartache*
stressed during 6pm-10pm. for the first time. rawrs. someone's like so fucked up. seriously. damn pissed man. luckily there was sucker thou!

meeting shan and co. tml for movie and lunch.
then to far east to be a nice cousin, and accompany clara home (:




high time i start all over again

birdie

yay!!! (((: i finally bought my clothes online! thanks zhiyu! thanks loser! :DDD


i like the colour and print of this tank top!! a lil vintage like that! wee~

i think the embroidery below is super cute can, and the top there is crochet somemore! (: and its on sale or something, if i'm not wrong, including shipping and everything, its only S$6.40. haha.we cnt order this :( the person said it was only for locals, as in taiwan ppl i think, to bid. no wonder it looked so cheap. rawrs



i dont really have blue tops, so i bought blue lor! (:

i think i'm like gging broke soon. i dunno why, i lost my lip gloss. damnit. now i need get a new one :( shall get the lip butter from body shop. dear says its good. (:

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i didn plan to wake up early today de ok. but this stupid bird had to wake me up! serious lor. coz my mum closed my window last night, then this morning, this really stupid bird flew through my living room window, into my house, and into my room. and since my window was closed, it couldn fly out right! then it started pecking at my window and making fucking lot of noise ok! damnit ok. but luckily it didn come peck him, or i'd kill it. so i woke up and wanted to open the window for it. before i could even do that, the damn bird flew out of my room and out of my house via the living room window!! like WTF. damnit lor. stupid bird!!
and nvm, that fucking bird even SHIT on my wall ok! wake me up nvm lor, still SHIT on my wall. go and die lor that bird. RAWRS!!
and i told mummy not to close my window next time, and i'm gging to lock the grilles so no more stupid bird can come into my house. spoiler bird.


i'm still thinking if i should meet dear, cl and mai tml. coz i cnt find anyone to take over my duty tml. and i'm scared i'll be late lor. and i still need to buy my gloss. :(
plus tml's duty is with traven again. and i can have break with sucker. LOLS. howhowhow?

howhowhow? take or not? diploma plus? i'm afraid i cnt cope, but its gging to be damn good if i cope well. i totally forgot abt my scholarship stuff la. HOW!?

有一种想爱你的冲动

teekay

for the first day of the holidays, waking up at 7.15am isn the best way to start the hols.
but it was all worth it!! ((:
i went back to TK! :DDDDD
saw the teachers, saw the juniors, saw the school.
i so miss them can.



yupps.
went for lunch at dunman with erlina and CL ((:
16-ed down to Li Lin's hse to get card from her , then went to get my black pants.
homed, slacked, came to NN's hse.



there's like transit trg tml and sunday. SUNDAY lehhs. =x rawrs.
at least i have sucker to accompany me. hahahha. the thick-skinned sucker. hehheh.
at least sucker's nice. he knew i was :( and msged me throughout, thou he refused to letme slp. stupidstupid.




JL sales, but no motivation to go. desmond also no working alr =x




boredd~
cnt wait for JC's prelims to be over, so i can meet them. (:





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anws, i never mentioned any names, if you prefer to take it personally, then i cnt stop you. i never thought that i was such a person to you. i never liked showing my feelings, because i don't want to spoil any happy feelings. if you ain't happy about certain things about me, please tell me. i never said i wouldn change.
as open as you or anyone may seem, one has certain things that one prefers not to be vocal about. and thats where a blog comes into picture, at least for me. i have never taken things too personal, but i guess you took it personally, when i WAS NOT even referring to the same thing as you may think i was. if i created a misunderstanding, then i apologise.
thou however you interpret this is no longer in my control.
at least, thanks for reading, FRIEND.

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i dunno dunno dunno dunno.
this doesn seem this.
could someone enlighten me!!? where are you when i need you ah!!?




HOLIDAYSSSS~