Breathe Again - Juwita Suwito

Have you wondered how it feels when it's all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start a new
Never knowing where are you going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now I just close my eyes and say


I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little,
cry a little, live a little more


I just wanna face today
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little, try a little more
I'll breathe again


Starting out again is never easy
Disappointments come and gone
But life still moves on
With the better flock
It's a brand new start that might just work my way
No need to walk away Don't wanna leave lives replay


Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn

Until I Get Over You - Christina Milian

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name

[Chorus]
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you

[Verse 2]
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

[Bridge]
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go


[[ i've been listening to this song on repeat, its like everything going on repeat. the feelings' all back. there's nothing much that i can do to salvage the past 4 months, can i? somehow i wish things will be different and reversed, but i know its not very possible. all i can do now, is hope that i can get over it, just be friends, good friends ]]

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i heart eyegang.

hello to dear tml!

如果能

笨的可以 - 郭采潔



听你开心说着 你的事情
我有一种莫名 心跳反应
夜深人静时候 突然想到你
没有原因 没有逻辑 谁能说明

总以为 我们是 地球的南北两极
直到 分开旅行 我才明白
有好多的话想说给你听

是我笨得可以 我们早就相遇
我说服我自己 这一切只是友情
是你让我相信 两颗心没有距离
我才发现 原来我爱着你

总是爱捉弄我 寻我开心
从来没有想过 会喜欢你
也许爱情就是 没什么道理
缘分来临 措手不及谁看得清

总以为 我们是 地球的南北两极
直到分开旅行 我才明白
有好多的话 想说给你听

是我笨的可以 我们早就相遇
我说服我自己 这一切只是友情
是你让我相信 两颗心没有距离
我才发现 原来我爱着你

是我笨的可以 没看穿你的心
还以为这只是 爱情无聊的恶作剧
是我笨的可以 我终于面对自己
勇敢证明 我是真的爱你
我是真的爱你

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if only.. rawrs.

pills and syrups

teardrops on my guitar - taylor swift

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I'm needing
Everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
Then I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love,
He's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

'Cuz He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see


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still coughing and sick after a week of medication =x
remind me never to see a doc again.


duty was (:
sucker's :D



next week come quick!!
DEARRR! <3



the reason why

不想让你知道

不想让你知道 - 周惠

忽然不想让你知道

在我心中

你多重要

既然你要自由

你就得到

让你永远都记得我好

你的爱我已经戒不掉

就让思念淹没

我不想逃

反正你将永远不知道

今夜星光多美好

适合用寂寞去品调

我们曾用爱互相依靠

付出多少不用计较

想一个人多美好

就算只剩记忆可参考

被爱放逐到天涯海角

我的思念你不用都知道

直到有天你我年老

回忆随着白发风中闪耀

至少我清清楚楚知道

你若想起我会微笑


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此刻的心情 谁能了解

不该想的事 再度想起

应该放弃的 却舍不得

只希望能够 再度拥抱

我以为的

我以为 - 王心凌

以为已对你失去感觉了
以为已对你失去感觉了
以为已忘记我们在一起过
以为想得没错
以为只要雨季别坠落
就可以放心对着你笑了

我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂

以为已错过不能再回头
以为走太久不能再一起走
以为想得没错
以为只要对自己说
我还好
心情就会好一点

我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂

冷静的我
坚强的我
勇敢的我
不是我

我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂

我以为说忘记就忘记
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂


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HELLLLO

after all those crying yesterday, i realised something.

其实人生并非想象中那么痛苦
就把委屈的，不开心的，不满的都哭出来
哭了就好了
若把所有的不开心关在心里，
只会让自己更痛苦。

i say... i shall try to be the strong girl everyone is asking me to be, but at the same time, release my emotions appropriately. *grins

they say... you know who your true friends are when you are in a dire state. i agree, though not totally. LOLs. at least i know my ever-so lovely girl will always be here for me, RIGHT LI LIN!? haha. and there's the ****YONG HE!!! his tags never fail to make me smileeee. haha.. honoured bo, ****yh!! haha. if only that botak guy in field camp now can come online, then maybe i'll be back to my crazy self tml

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back to today.

i skipped chem lecture, 3rd lecture i skipped so far. first was rwp, second was cell bio, chem's the third. i don't really care.i did my script and left for sch. BEST PARTNER didn go for chem too!! 默契la. haha. yupps. cell bio, then microbio. maurice ling had a great time scaring us over the drawing of blood and stuff. bleaghs. then discussed a lil abt rwp, then joined the girls in the library. tried studying cell bio but i gave up. cldn concentrate. ended up reading mags. i seriously think the library is being our hideout/comfort zone man. we just sit anywhere we like, not in the middle of the damn road la and talk and do whatever we want haha. i love the library lehhs. hahaha. and the project rooms, thou now, we're quite lazy to book project rooms. haha.

anws, went for lunch then back to the library, seeeeee, then revised candy for her bmic retest. walked with candy to t11a, then to mrt to help her meet evon to get her wallet back, long story, always happens, went back to school, meet candy.

then the shopping came. shopping with no fruits. i went to aljunied, to paya lebar, to kembangan, to bedok, just to look for pink top to wear tml. but i couldn find any. but i found so many nice clothes!!! must go back before the THIS FASHION SALES end! DEARRRRR!!!!? =x dear is sad.. dont sad dear..

bought kfc back for mummy, dinner, slacked online, and here blogging.
going to sleep.

tml's rwp presentation. good luck to me man. so not prepared.



share with you the convo with Li Lin just now. she's damn cuteeee~


♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:39 PM):
but i'm quite lucky
he didn come to school today
not so bad

Li Lin says (10:40 PM):
yeah, good! supid guy stupid get sick.
my curse worked, ahaha

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:41 PM):
hahahaha
you cursed him!?

Li Lin says (10:42 PM):
yeah i msg you tell you right? out of all the pissing guys who got in my way, he's the one who really pisses me big time
bully my friend? you go die lah. haha

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:42 PM):
HAHAHA.
you very cute lehhs
can i post that up on my blog?

Li Lin says (10:43 PM):
oh sure sure! i will gain some publicity

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:43 PM):
yeaaa

Li Lin says (10:43 PM):
(:
lalalala

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:43 PM):
but i dn if he was sick or what lehhs
haha

Li Lin says (10:44 PM):
does it matter? he didnt appear in ur line of sight!

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:44 PM):
yeaa.
quite true

Li Lin says (10:44 PM):
maybe he is at space now haha

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:44 PM):
space?
in space!?
he flew up!?
impossible
he's not so smart!!
too heavy with all those tummy fats

Li Lin says (10:45 PM):
haha, but i am quite smart, see physics say if we kick a particular person at one point, he will fly far far away to space and never come back!
like woah!
haha

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:45 PM):
REALLY!!!?

Li Lin says (10:46 PM):
yeah, under topic gravitation i think!

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:47 PM):
serious!?
omg.
i dont like gravitation
no wonder i dont know
if not i would have done so longlonglong ago

Li Lin says (10:49 PM):
hahaha, oops, don say i tell you that!

♥PRIS (: 我已为的 says (10:50 PM):
hahahaha
whyyy

Li Lin says (10:51 PM):
later ppl start disappering from mother earth i die! haha


haha.
thanks girl! (:

i'll be just fine.
if only i were

NIGHTS WORLD~