For one last time

HELLLOOOO!! :D

the girls, namely evon and yingshan, said they haven't read my blog for so long..

So i opened it.

to say HELLLOOOO!! ((:


and i'm gone with the wind

When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.

I may not be the best friend on earth.
But I do need a little respect, a little trust, a little everything.

I may not be the nicest friend on earth,
But I don't need to be treated how I'm treated.

I may not be the most open friend on earth,
But I do need to improve, with suggestions.

I may not be your best friend on earth,
But maybe, I'm not even qualified to be your friend.

It makes me wonder,
how fragile friendships can be.
how destructive friendships can be.
how fucked-up friendships can be.

Maybe this is why
I prefer solitude.
I prefer familiarity.
I prefer loneliness.

Time, has come again.
To be alone.

the end is near

Some things are not meant for everyone.
Some words are not meant for your ears.


lets play a disappearing act

take me somewhere we can be alone

[11.54pm]

chui. what a fucking day. screw everyone

Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going. -Jim Ryun

Desmond told me something which made me think and agree. He said: "but its going to be tiring after sometime". So i shall be a good girl and stop being a bitch to people i don't like. heh. try me! :DDD

on another hand, i need someone to enlighten me about the procedures to apply for my abcdefg. i really want to get it!!

on another another hand, i'm surprised at how come people, we call seniors, having gone through a minimum of 12 years of education, cannot tell the difference between an mc and family matters. either they've got no brains, or they're plain death. lalalah. though i think its retribution for my cursing and now i've got the terminator.. BOOOOs.



I'M GOING FOR DRIVING NOWWWWW.


BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE. i don't know why i'm so high. its not arthurliancs

back.. to death zone

Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.
-Earl Nightingale


i love life, but why doesn life love me?

i have no idea what the fuss is about. it is just one miserable day and i have to go through the turmoil of having to see a teacher. i fucking hate to see teachers for things. i may not have been fiercely hardworking and loyal, but at least i am regular and i do whatever i have to do, don't i?
how i wish august '09 will come quick and i'll be freed. screw you cca.


on another note, the lesson later will end the first week of school. honestly, give me a choice and i'd choose to flee back to med tech, to the world of 2B22. Class fun or Interest. i'd choose the latter in this situation. things are just weird when there's only 3 of us instead of 6. no more shan. no more evon. no more lynette. no more buddy. no more seow. no more kiddo. never has lessons felt so grossed out before. no one puts in the effort, so why should i? wrong concept but this world is this selfish. so, hate it all you want, because i hate it too. screwed


all i want is for this sem to end fast. lightning fast.


BYEEE

livejournal is being a bitch. i cannot go to my lovely blogshops so i can get something for clara!!
BOO


i got a very rude shock when i saw the modules i'll be suffering through, starting tml.
i think i'm going to dread school.
BOOOs.

the only consolation is that my sillyeli promised to meet me once a week for dinner on tues/thrus.
pray this sem passes like lightning so sem 2 will come! i'm looking forward to sem 2!! ((:


tata.
going to bathe and go for lunch/dinner with daddy and bro at the airport before duty

Hearts will break - yet brokenly, live on.

HAPPY xx BIRTHDAY NIGHTMARE!! (:
just be happy boppy sheep. hee.


forgive and forget, it shall be.
the world will be better without you though.


because i know that if i love you,
i have to let you go.

-17 again

you go forth and back and forth and back

i'm really tired of all those stupid shit.
you know, if you don't plan to involve yourself constructively, then keep your sarcastic crap shit to yourself please and thank you. i don't need you to say stupid things which is freaking obvious.

sometimes, i just wonder why i'm in this shit. like seriously. i hate this kind of things, but i somehow have to get myself into this kind of shit time and time again.

i'm somehow quite glad school is reopening soon.

and i really love my buddies!

if nothing, everything

sometimes fate really makes fun of you.

why, of all times, that day

because you are my moonlight

11.45pm

pris is a happy girl today. i had millions of fun with the buddies today!! (:
met them at expo, went to find mummy to get her to buy my younghearts and this lovely top. then to subway for pre-dinner and bridge. trained off to tampines 1 (again) for dinner at secret recipe! THANKS SATHISH FOR THE TREAT!! and i swear the cheesecake at secret recipe is the bbomb!! we ordered 2 pieces lo!! hahahha. love eating with them. walked around tampines 1 (again), went to NET(: and the guys got fcuking awesome tees!! walked around and went back to NET(: again, to get a tee for myself THANKS SATHISH AGAIN!! (((: roamed around tampines mall, arcade then home.

I forsee myself hanging around tampines 1 very often because its my sillyeli's territory, i love cheesecake, and someone shuai is there in some shop. HAHAHA.

and really, I LOVE MY BUDDIES!! seow, sathish, cx!! they nv fail to make every outing memorable and happy!! omgosh!! THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE FUNNN!! (((:


now i shall carry my high-ness to tml, flea market with sillyeli, then to mdc!!
WOOOOOOOO~


!!!!!

pris is super excited!!

because its going to rain, and i won't need to go jogging with buddies. hahaha. but i wanna meet them lehhs.

because tml, I WILL BE GGING TO MDC!! to watch CSS3 LIVE! :DDDD woohoo~
thanks evon best partner!! <3>

and i fall head over heels over you again

i'm sort of screwed for the finger prick assessment. couldn't squeeze any blood out of sathish. BOO.

but who cares, i had fun today.
had subway lunch and raced daytona before going for the assessment.
followed by walking around JP and train-bouncing to Joo Koon to pass time.

came home with black bangle, hair clip, lip gloss.
i needa start saving. i still have so many wants. thatcottonontopmaybellinesmudgeproofeyelinerflatsleatherbagclutch
moreandmoreclothes. boohoo. can someone sponsor me?
not to mention the many outings coming up.

thrus: Tampines One with seow and sathish + dinner with makan gang
friday: back to esplanade + probable drinking with alec and co.
sunday: shopping with silly eli
n. tues: K with haoning
n. thrus: 22's day out
i still need to arrange a day to treat dearest dear, coz i have not met her since holidays started and i owe her a treat. and also kimkim's birthday outing.

moneymoneyfallfromthesky.

ok, i officially need more books to occupy me.

BYEBYE

it's surprising how things come and go

i cleaned my room.
i painted my toenails a midnight blue.
i changed my blogskin.

i miss you.
i miss internship.
i miss esplanade.

i want time.
i want heels.
i want that lace dress.
i want waterproof eyeliner.
i want leather bag.
i want shopping.
i want money.
i want internship.
i want a pass for the assessment.


time flies.
2 weeks. not long enough to enjoy to the max.
2 weeks. not short enough to forge new bonds.
2 weeks. just 2 weeks. nice classmates please.


can someone tell me.
if i should carry on and apply for usher at the esplanade?

time to fly~

不说并不代表不介意

HAPPY SWEET 18, EVON!! (:

I swear that having DXO beside my attachment place is super TEMPTING!!!
clubclubclub! but i seriously overspent alr and my afternoon shift doesn fall on sat! arghs.


i need to buy a facial wash that includes makeup remover. because i am so lazy to remove my makeup, so i practically slap facial wash over my whole face and wash it.
ANY ONE WANTS TO SPONSOR!!?

LOLS.
yayness for 2 off-days!! (:
yayness for stupidarthurliandriving tml!! ((:


reminder to myself: bring makeup to attachment!!


BYEEEEEEEES

i should have known better and not set goals so high.
because when i fall, it wouldn hurt as much.

i am not very disappointed, but disappointed.
but life has to move on.
i will, improve along the way.

and gosh, i need stupidarthurlian to talk stupid now.
maybe one day, i'll grow stronger!

thanks hottie (:
thanks desmond =D

好想，好想

work, though tiring, is providing an escape from reality.


did i mention that i really love sathish, seow and cx! they can just make my day ((:
not forgetting dear, and the usual people.

i need somemore time
shopping will do good

regrets are present in the world
especially in my world.

everytime i find a way to convince myself that whatever i am doing is right
everytime things will happen that will make me regret deeply.

and today, the whole bubble i've created, burst.
and today, i am once again, lost
and today, i need once again, direction.

the future, uncertain

my dream world came crushing down.
idk where i should go to from now.
i need someone to give me a direction.


the future, uncertain